Time To Pretend

I had a rather eventful weekend, and I’m sad that it has ended. 

On Friday night I went out to the Abbey with Valerie and had such an amazing time. We started out at Fiesta, and then ended up at the Abbey. At Fiesta these two really hot guys kept staring at me, and I guess one of them even pointed at me with that “he’s attractive” gesture. I wish I had the guts to even say anything. Perhaps I’ll run into them again someday..

Oh, and Val ran into one of her friends and I guess his friends thought I was really hot too. Damn, I wish I knew what they looked like, I wasn’t even really paying attention to them, oh well.

On a completely different subject, I keep telling myself that I’m over Andy, and that I need to get over him. It’s so unhealthy the way that I am feeling. I keep trying to forget about him, and I’ve learned that drinking isn’t the way that I should go about and do that, because it only makes it worse. But no matter how hard I try to forget about him, I keep finding myself wanting to text him, and checking his MySpace to see when his last login was, hoping he would send me a message.

What an asshole, making me feel like this. I hate feeling like this, and I hate that all I ever think about is him.

This is why I don’t do relationships.

Posted 26/01/2009